"Do not believe in the things you tell yourself late at night."

"

Sometimes I wish I never fell in love with you.
But then I take it back.

Because being in love with you,
was the greatest thing I could have experienced.

But the heartache afterwards
brings me to my knees.

Sends a cold wind through 
my fragile bones.
Knocks everything against each other
as if my empty ribcage 
was the most beautiful windchime.

I filled myself with your soul
and now I am as hollow 
as your love.

I hope you don’t ever come back.
But if you do, 
I’ll be here with open arms.

I hate that.

"